Back to Zot--(Dummy 2 mins to happiness)

If you are down,confused,angry,agitated etc
I have a quick-fix therapy works too well
for me.
Its called "Back to Zot"
Nothing esoteric,No Rocket science ...
Prereqs :
1) If its night Perfect other wise just imagine its night
2) Walk under the stars.

Imagine thousands years back by some cosmic conspiracy
"Life" as an amoeba -->Then a species developed who
was capable enough to think about him.
[HANG ON IT IS NOT BAD]

He got everything what he wanted to live food water air on earth.

But he wanted more .."advancement aka greed"(which is not bad as long as positive)

Then he started dividing and complicating things.
He made religions,languages then he made countries and worst of all
He made "money" and that too of different flavors.
Needless to say,It was way spiral from then ownwards.

We got into hobby of complicating things for sake of making things
better and comfortable.
Why..because frankly we didnt have anything else to do ?
Where would we get jobs for this massive population ?
Farming and Hunting wasnt enough..So come on lets complicate things..
These complicated things..Fair enough as long as they do
what they are supposed to do..

But incase they dont and they mess around your brain,
traumatizes you,torture you

Trust me all we need is just food,affection,a place to live
and ofcourse "Diet coke"..everything else is overrated .

Just dont chase anything in endless pursuit
because it will never mean happiness
you have just tried to procrastinate your happiness
attached with that .

And thank yourself you are conscious and
"you are alive " and there still
"So much to do "
and Punch in air and Move On

Vaccinator

So you got me down
yeah hurts a bit..
Okay lets be honest
a lot indeed

Got my knees buckled
knackered up real well
As I lie around whimpering
in pain
Yeah You got me ,
where you wanted me.

What was on menu today,
sadistic pleasures as appetizer

As you pander to your ego
with images of your vaccinator,
in my face
You hang around with smug
smile

But this is not hollow outcry
of the vanquished,
Dont fool yourself you were as hurt
as I am

But you are fixated with pain that
paralyzed your feelings
robbing your innocence
Leaving you numb and blind
And you want its echo
across mine

But I am stronger
I am better than you

So dont stick around for too long
as the smirk will disappear soon

Not porcelain vase as you imagined
a beggar's tattered blanket,I am
torn edges would be sewn together
stronger than before..

Like you,I had an emotional vaccine,
and I know when the fever will be gone
I will be strong again

And if that doesnt work,
I will crawl under the sky
and let the stars and moon
shower the divine rain

Healed,Rejuvenated,Resurrected
I will come back
But dont fancy a revenge
as it wont come
I would've already forgiven you
and already forgotten you.

I am breaking the chain here
why should you remember your
vaccinator anyway ?

Brave

A calm sadness transcends my soul,
I sense some hidden sadness and loneliness ,
I don't know if it's mine or yours

You say you are fine,
And You are happy

But when you smile its jaded
And the sadness in your eyes
They tell me a different story

Maybe it's my own pain
echoing as yours
I hope it is..that way
But if it's yours, tell me

Tell me the truth
You can be brave another day